Puffing Up Our Convalescence Ode
in the Face of Oncoming Vulnerability Sonnet
No other form of occupation involves the best and noblest. We have the greatest capacity to apprehend smells, unless they are very positive.
Should one go to law about it and test the limit of our olfactory appreciation,
fine. We have thus come to know that the doctor’s capacity to perceive
an odor is as delicate as our ability to recognize the slightest light. Probably it is simply invaluable to have been washed and ironed, and probably educated.
We have been busy with your tissues, and millions of molecular deaths and as many millions of births, although to liken this to average men who can neither weigh nor
measure? This sets him over all professions, save one, and far above all forms of self-restraint. The doctor will always smile. Is it needful to even state the fact?
He begins among the poor; all his life, in or out of doors the swiftly-flitting hours of sensory acuteness brought to me on every breeze nameless
odors which have no being to the ordinary man, a sweet, faint confusion of scents, some slight, some too intense, a gamut of odors and I detect it all when duty calls.
Usually I have elsewhere stated, this is apt to leave our nerves oversensitive for a while, most unpleasant.
Our unequaled sense of taste grew singularly appreciative for a glass of old Madeira, a demijohned veteran of many ripening summers, I recall to this day
with astonishment the wonderful thing it was, and how it went over the tongue in a fortunate convalescence, do we see startling illustrations of grave moral weaknesses? Not then. But always.

Transliteration
I was sick in my stomach about you. It is possible to hide under cover of language. Unless we were 5am. Reading to one another as the light comes up from behind Saint Mark’s Cathedral. Your Finnish to my pop Americana. Reimagining a world in two tongues, transfiguring commonplaces as the moon is. It required little beyond recognizing that our sentences could only ever skim the surface of your Tuonela. And I knelt in the chapel for days. Praying that you would vanish. That bed was as low as the floor. I was always tired of. Sometimes it was Seppala, your Seppala, radical translations I had to commit to memory. Other nights, even ground. Trading paragraphs of Modesty Blaze, James Bond of schlock rack feminism. Tales of the outwit, romantic espionage, fast cars. Why did we ever get along? We never got along. Need is a term reserved for desires out of school. I do not kiss.
We touched once for. The others were not ours. I left my hand to rest nearly in you, lip of crater, the prehensile syntax of warm quietism. Why were you so still? I ached. You didn’t move forever. Torture. The permanence of certain gestures. We didn’t. At the port authority before never seeing you again, you said: Thank you. Hallas. And then you were up a track. And we were an instant.