Lobster
Giggling in the grocery store, gnawing at your crops.
Will something grow in me if I eat the watermelon seeds?
My orange fingers give me away.
It’s like eating delicious plastic.
After so many years, I tried a new thing with you.
You tease me with your cloud.
You make my teeth hurt.
I just want to do it the normal way.
This is not the life I planned for myself.
It tastes like embarrassment.
I trick myself into enjoying the lack of you.
She had confusion for a name.
It feels kinky to drink it.
Your car reeked of it for weeks.
You deplete me. Your shape fools me.
I tear you apart like a lobster,
like I’d tear apart a lobster,
like a lobster tearing something apart,
like a lobster tearing another lobster apart,
like a lobster tearing me apart.
There are songs about you, but it’s difficult to sing them when you are
in my mouth.